Why do I torture myself with staying on Facebook. I honestly have sat here and held my pointer over the deactivate button several times this week. I constantly check it for my support groups, but am ambushed by the things I don’t want to see.
But, slowly I have deactivated all photos and photo updates from several friends. I know, I know. Petty and Selfish right? I don’t care. Right now, I honestly can’t stand the things people are complaining about. I know there are people out there with greater tragedies than I, but right now I can’t see that.
I cry when I read someone complaining about having to stay up all night and getting no sleep with their baby, or not getting exactly what they want with them. Do they not see just how amazingly lucky they are. I would give anything to never get another nights sleep due to my children.
Here’s to another sleepless night due to the nightmares of seeing my children die over and over again in my sleep.