My mind has been swimming with questions lately. Some I can get the answer to, some I will never get an answer to, and others only I can answer. Those are the hardest, the ones only I can answer, because honestly, I am afraid to come to an answer. I have a lot to figure out.
But I have to press on now, knowing I can only parent the memory of my children. Willow, Hazel, you make me a better person. We had to pack a lifetime of memories into just 16 hours with Willow and 8 days with Hazel. Those were the best hours and days of my life. “Too painful to remember, but too precious to forget.”