I came across this quote today which searching for strength. I immediately fell in love with it. I had never loved so deeply until I had my twins. They have given me a whole new perspective on the world I live in.
I’ve had a really bad week, and just needed something, you know? I needed to feel that strength and that courage. It is hard when you see the world around you moving one like nothing every happened, when your world has been at a standstill. I’m not saying I haven’t started moving forward, because I have. But this is something you will never move past, you will never get over. No matter how far you advance, it will always be right there beside you.
Sometimes it hides in plain sight, but that doesn’t mean it isn’t there. There is a slight darkness that will forever surround my heart no matter how brightly it shines. But, I don’t want it to do away. Having it there lets me know that a part of my girls are always with me no matter what.
I love you Willow & Hazel. I miss you terribly, and even after 9 months I can still feel you with me. ❤