Bittersweet Reminders

Lately I’ve had so many bittersweet reminders of what I am missing out on with Willow & Hazel.

Smiles, coos, kicks, fits, purple crying, dirty diapers, farts, everything.

I know I am lucky. Not everyone gets what I have, but that doesn’t mean it makes it any better. It doesn’t bring them back. I still miss my daughters like hell. My heart aches. I can see parts of them everyday, but not all of them….

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