My Name is Krystal. I am the mother of three beautiful children, parent of one. My first two children were highly anticipated after almost 5 years of infertility treatments. My two daughters are now beautiful twin girl angels. Willow Anne lived for 16 hours and Hazel Jaymes lived for 8 days. For what seemed like an eternity I had an empty heart and empty arms. I don’t know what to do or where to go from there, so I started this blog to write uncensored. Maybe someone else can find some comfort in knowing they are not alone.
**Triggers** Since our loss, we have welcomed our rainbow son into the world, Dexter. He is looked after by two of the best guardian angels. It was a long, scary, emotional, pregnancy, and now worry filled days. I created a separate blog for my rainbow journey. Please let me know if you are interested in reading that blog. **END Triggers**
If you have newly experienced loss, start in my archives. December 2012 is when I lost my twins to pPROM. The posts start out pretty dark, grief stricken, and lost. Although that never really went away, slowly I will see the light again. I warn you, these are all uncensored and show raw emotion. It may not be for everyone, but I know there are others out there who are lost and angry. I hope these writings find you and can help.